Evymonster9406

no one will even get that title reference. anyways
Im gonna be moving in about a month and a half. I am also going to open up an etsy when I've gotten settled in. so. That'll be fun. thats all i had to say. i dont know what else. i thhink i forgot.

So as a lot of you can probably tell. I went into hiding for a while. I've had a lot of bad personal things go on, and I've also been to the hospital. I got overwhelmed with schoolwork. Hence no art for a while. I'm tempted to start taking up commissions again because I'm trying to build up money to finally visit my best friend. But I don't have the time and life has just been stressful, depression hit me really hard to the point where I stopped eating for a while. I'm kind of back. No promises though. I am also going to be moving in a few months so. This year is going to be hectic.

I'm offering to do some portraits

Rules: I would like to be paid upfront, In the beginning basically, to avoid scamming and Lies. Prices are negotiable

If I have more than one portrait to do, It will take some time just be patient with me, But if I have more than one to do. I will contact you and let you know.

It could be you or a friend or family member. Make sure it is a clear picture and I will get right to work.

Here is some of my work so you know how my portraits look:
     

I'm offering to do tattoo designs for 5$

Rules and things:

I can only accept paypal.

If I have more than one order (Basically multiple customers) You'll be put in order, Kind of like first come first serve, But however I will work out details with you and whatever your needs are, But please be patient with me if that is to happen. If that does I will also notify you asap.

It will be digital so you can get a clear drawing of it.

I have no way of sending things out, I apologize.

There really isn't anything I won't draw so feel free to let loose.
could be a naked woman for all I care. I'll still do it.
Black and white, Or coloured. Whatever YOU want. So don't hesitate to ask. Like I said.  This is to fit YOUR needs.

This is something that has been on my mind a lot lately. On some days it is really tempting while other days it's not. All I can think of is "who the hell is going to miss me?" and it's not some sort of fucking cry for attention when I say that either. It's more leaning toward the fact how do you upload on a site when the majority of the views go on Photography and Anime, I'm sorry this place just makes me feel as if Art has lost it's meaning and the way the art is now a days. I am going to assume Dali is rolling over in his grave. That joker portrait I have done has at least 6k nearly 7k views. You know how? Because I fucking put it on reddit. Before it didn't even touch 600. let alone 550. I worked way too fucking hard on that Joker portrait to the point where I am getting accused of tracing. I thought that was the point of a portrait? was to get the drawing exactly like the picture? Am I somehow wrong for sitting there for 20+ hours perfecting that picture till it was done? Hell I even put detail into his clothes. I hardly do that kind of shit. But because I was so fucking determined and I thought I would get something out of that, It obviously did nothing for me. Art now a days seems like it has to be effortless. Apparently a single dot on a canvas is the best thing since sliced bread. The art community has gone to shit. and I am tired of how trendy the art community is. People drawing wonderful pieces of work and calling them doodles because they too have to compete with complete shit and feel as if their work is inadequate. On some days I feel like just not doing art completely because I see it like this: What is the point in it anymore? I don't think decision of mine is going to really go anywhere. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. If I decide to leave dA. I'll let whoever know that does give a shit. But I feel as if this place is just holding me back. I can't even sell prints or do anything on that kind of side because dA takes most of my money because they feel as if they should. Did they sit there working 20+ hours? no they fucking didn't. they are known worldwide. I highly doubt they NEED our fucking money.